Yes I have come to age on halloween, I normally don't make posts about these as I usually don't really like drawing too much attention to myself like im "expecting" it, and this year... admittedly wasn't looking forward to it due to some matters of not being happy of being alive, it's been a rather rough year, processing a lot of things as everything spirals down more for my mental state ontop of taking priority of my personal project (The Nebula Stars). I know people don't want to hear the "woe-is-me" crap that everyone else is also on the same cramed-boat as I am, and I don't want the pitty, I'm just sharing how I have been feeling.

But, to get into lighter things, I have attempted to at least try to enjoy being alive today, dressing up like a dork and giving people (literally just one person, because I didn't come across people outside from cars honking in approval) chocolate coin(s) and made their day. Got home from work and was given a rare thing of gift arts, they were only two but they made me laugh because they were both memes, I love them sm, thank you, I normally don't get gifts from people online, so I really appreciate it.

It may not be much to others, but making some random guys day with giving him chocolate, old ladies finding my Ray mask adorable and finding me masculine (as I am not born a man), along with two wonderful memes for my birthday definitely puts some meaning to my life, and actually appreciate it, even if its for a little while. Thank you to the few that remember me 💙

-MUSIC-